On Science...

My first love and my eternal love, really...
I cannot imagine my life without "it."

Come to think of it, it is strange. No one can make me cry the way Science does. I do cry for people, but... the one thing that manipulates my emotion so is Science. I can cry, I can laugh, I can be afraid, I can love... thanks to Science.

Have I never loved any human being? Oh well, I do. I loved my dear friends, families, everyone I will meet in the future. Yet I have never felt something stronger than this.

I think I am strange. That is alright with me...
Science has always been there for me as a consolation...

I know I will not be able to love someone and be loved back in return, other than as a friend or family... Yet Science can do that for me... Science, it... brought out the best of me and it challenged me the way I wanted to be challenged. It will stay with me, not forever... but until my memories falter...

It gave me a world where I could live safely.

I do not know if I would want to share that world with anyone... I do not think someone would want to share it with me. I do not see it as a problem...

My point is... Although I gave up on humans long ago, I would never give up on Science.